Sunday, February 08, 2009
I'm in need of a good book or movie, desperately! I've been TVB deprived for the past 1 month and I must say that 日子真的非常非常难过啊!
I retreated to my room in hall after the abseiling clinic as I thought I wanted some silence. Yet after some time the silence just got so deafening. I had wanted to take a step away from life's problems, yet when I'm alone, I find myself face to face with reality.
I feel so detatched from home. I have not visited a single relative throughout the CNY season. My dad would be arriving at his ulu land soon, I guess. I feel a little guilty that I'm hardly at home while he is around. Yet it is due to his presence at home that I can feel at ease being in hall.
Few days ago I got chided by a friend. A friend of 8 years. It strucked a chord when she told me that I've never valued our friendship.
Sometimes there are just so much that I'm unable to explain. Just like there are just so much that people may not be able to understand. With that, I always choose to remain silent. And to people I've let down, apart from apologies, there is nothing much I can do.
9:38 PM