NTU Economics Year 2

8th FOOT Treasurer

9th FOOT Logistics

Full time slacker=P

Kota Kinabalu(1)

Datuk(1)

Pelepah(3)

Lata(2)

Desaru(1)

Endau Rompin(4)

Grade 8 distinction

GPA > 4.0

Sunrise at peak of Kinabalu

Sunset at peak of Datuk

Berkelah

Stong

Visit Dubai

Backpack Europe and Canada

NTU network is so damn lag I can hardly do anything online. No movies watching(duno good or bad), no emailing, no blogging(take several attempts to load) no whatever shit. PQ sent me this bejeweled to ease my boredom a little, lame game but effective.

Its 5.47 am in the morning and I can hear the crickets, the cars and usual morning kinda silence. I'm sad to say that my biological clock has turn a 180 degrees upside down and I have no idea, even with the intention to turn it back. I'm glad my first paper starts at 5pm.

I think night time is much more tolerable than the day, contrary to Bev's belief that night time is more emo. In fact I feel more comfortable in the night, or rather, wee hours of the morning.

I've been offing my handphone for the past few days, turning it on again at certain hours of the day which I feel that there might be people looking for me urgently. QingYong was so lame that he actually tried calling to see if I had really offed my handphone. I think he is damn bo liao. Haha.

Not that I find my handphone disturbing, it is more of disrupting. In fact, I feel quite bad that I am not replying smses and these people might be wondering if I'm dead or alive, or worse, showing attitude. Maybe I'm attitude because I hardly care.

I wonder what will become of me if I continue locking myself up in this room, alive when everyone is dead and dead when everyone is alive.

On a brighter note, there are 3 days left to the exams. Feeling apprehensive because this will be my first time taking exams in NTU, and its been almost a year since my last paper, which was Econs(badly screwed). Now that I mention about As, kinda miss the times we had sitting for our papers. Maybe I'll screw up Monday's paper like how I screwed Econs and still come back with a decent pass. Fat hope though.

Asked my double senior during dinner just now about the GPA system. I realised that it was highly likely I get all B- and bellow for all my papers. I'm still feeling kinda unhappy and angry with myself for slacking until this last min where nothing much could be done about it already. It is even more demoralizing knowing that others are so well prepared yet me, still unfamiliarized with my work.

Haiz, but a lesson learnt.

Waiting for 7am so that I can get breakfast at the canteen, damn hungary and duno wad time they gonna start business. In the meantime, I shall study Micro.