Monday, November 19, 2007
12 hours to my first paper in NTU. I was feeling nervous, but taken over by another feeling.
I read my younger sister's blog which in some aspects echo what my thoughts. I must be downright inhumane to feel this way. At times I try to control my thoughts, to think more positively but much to little avail. Either I do not try hard enough or the thoughts have been too entrenched. All these while I have been disappointed with my sister; attitude wise. I could have reprimanded her but always thought twice as I felt so inadequate to be the one. Sigh...
I'll probably not be sleeping tonight. Hope tml's paper will go well.
4:41 AM