NTU Economics Year 2

8th FOOT Treasurer

9th FOOT Logistics

Full time slacker=P

Kota Kinabalu(1)

Datuk(1)

Pelepah(3)

Lata(2)

Desaru(1)

Endau Rompin(4)

Grade 8 distinction

GPA > 4.0

Sunrise at peak of Kinabalu

Sunset at peak of Datuk

Berkelah

Stong

Visit Dubai

Backpack Europe and Canada

I’ve been traumatised over the past few days. I still am.

Many things have been happening, weeks and months. If it was another case of bad hair days, why do I have so many bad hair days? If often keep me wondering if I could have done better in many aspects…

My grandma has been hospitalized, which I found out only last night. We dropped by TTSH to visit after church. She has been talking incoherently and doesn’t remember me, the grand daughter she brought up from birth. It pains me to see her in this state…

After several attempts of persuasions, my mum finally succeeded into getting me to church. I’ve mentioned how much I disliked touchy scenes. It wasn’t what I expected in church. Yes, there were many crying scenes which made the whole affair looked like a television drama, but I don’t deny I was indeed touched. Touched by experience; words of wisdom.

As I grow older, I see the other sides of the adults. As strong they may appear, there is always a fragile side of them. It suddenly dawned on me how much thinner my mother has become. All these times I’ve have not been by her side when she needed me. All I cared was working, studying and having the fun of my life. I’m starting to ask myself, what more could I have done? There is so much more I can contribute. There is so much more I can do to make this a happier family.

I’m quitting my job. I’m leading a humble life back again.

Now back to the usual randoms.

Though bad, my laptop is still in a usable condition. Not to mention msn of course. Apart from the laptop, there’s my N73, which auto off itself once in a while and hangs every 10-15 min or so.

I lost my room keys the other day in the 4^th floor toilet and didn’t realize till the next morning. I went searching the room frantically like some idiot and running up the toilets, pantries, the lounge without finding anything that looks like my key. I almost had to resign to the fate of locking myself in room while waiting for Jiahui to come back so that I can go for my lectures. At that precise moment, the cleaner dropped by my room with a key. MY KEY! Thank God she found my key, or else it would be an 80 buck replacement fee. Think of what I could have done with the 80 buck.

So unlucky I might have been, at least good things happen.

I’ve gotten into odac sub com, exactly what I wanted. It’s funny how much I prefer odac to hall even though I spend 5 days a week in hall. I really appreciate the company of my group mates. Amidst unfamiliar faces in lectures and tutorials, at least I’ll still get to see the same old people outside lessons. It’s heartening to know that we have actually stayed together despite our different courses and heavy schedules. Meet ups for lunches are almost a daily affair. I think I’ve made a good decision in going for foot. I think I have to thank Ning for that.

I met up with Wen last night. We caught the Rat movie which name I could neither pronounce of spell. It was fantastic! I’ll give it a rating of 4.5 out of 5. One of the best movies I’ve watched in the year. Even if it isn’t perfect, it’s still a worthwhile watch if you were to compare it to the other movies available over this pathetic year. Wen like me was damn shagged. I seldom see her so low, it’s usually me. So we just hung around clark quay before heading home.

I have much to mug. Its gonna be a busy week ahead. My schedule is full, sadly.

Lets hope I don’t fail any CAs.