NTU Economics Year 2

8th FOOT Treasurer

9th FOOT Logistics

Full time slacker=P

Kota Kinabalu(1)

Datuk(1)

Pelepah(3)

Lata(2)

Desaru(1)

Endau Rompin(4)

Grade 8 distinction

GPA > 4.0

Sunrise at peak of Kinabalu

Sunset at peak of Datuk

Berkelah

Stong

Visit Dubai

Backpack Europe and Canada

I'm so sleepy that I'm tempted to hit the pillows and go off to dreamland.

Cannot! I'll keep myself awake for e next 15 min.

Woke up damn the early this morning to tutor my cousin. Then took the shuttle bus back to Sengkang and head for work.

I'm afraid at the rate my cousin is going, he might never make it for his coming exams. I'm quite worried he might cause damage to my reputation for maths(not that Ive much in e first place). Actually it worries me more about how I am going to account to my aunt for his results. And I'll also be quite guilty for not being to guide him in his work.

*Pray hard Hanjin gets decent marks for his papers. PLS PLS PLS....

I think he needs a psychologist rather than a tutor. Which mean to say that my tutoring is of little help to his grades. I'm quite prepared for the worst.

Work today was ok... I still miss having Ali around.

I can't understand why people like to make small things big. There are many many stuff I can't understand. And the saying 'things will aways work themselves out' never applies in reality.

Ive been thinking a lot lately. I question of what I've become. And I hate myself for being more of a hypocrite. At times, I find myself so fake I begin to withhold my actions. Its like, everything you do or say, you have to think whether that kind of behaviour/words are acceptable.

I feel so tired and I can't make myself feel better of myself.

Sigh... The good old days..

Carefree