NTU Economics Year 2

8th FOOT Treasurer

9th FOOT Logistics

Full time slacker=P

Kota Kinabalu(1)

Datuk(1)

Pelepah(3)

Lata(2)

Desaru(1)

Endau Rompin(4)

Grade 8 distinction

GPA > 4.0

Sunrise at peak of Kinabalu

Sunset at peak of Datuk

Berkelah

Stong

Visit Dubai

Backpack Europe and Canada

I woke up at 12.30pm today. Its been a long time since I last slept so much. Great feeling except for the funny dreams.

Began playing the piano since I woke up. Then I told her I wanted to change a new piano. Actually its been 2 years since I set my mind on a new one before taking my grade 8. This one is far from decent. It can't give me the tone and texture I want. Its quite irritating. But she doesn't understand. I don't expect sponsorship from them. I can save up for one. I just want them to respect my decision. Is that so difficult?

At times, I feel that many things I needn't tell them. I get disappointed again and again. I find reasons for working hard. And I find nothing. If I make it, I'm never good enough for you. If I don't, I'm a sinner.

I no longer bother if you'll ever feel proud of me. But I'll continue striving. If not for you, then for others.

I still want my grade 8 distinction. And I won't let your words affect my determination to achieve that. As for the piano, by year 2007, its gonna be sitting in my room.

On a brighter note, another 3 and a half months to freedom:)